写真がない。バイトするとずっと引きこもっているので写真を撮る機会が無い。もし写真を撮ったらすごい個人情報が流出することになってしまう。
書くことがないので、昨日色々考えてわかった僕の理想の恋人の話でもするか。
まず、2週間に1～2回は最低でも会いたい。対面でないとわからない事ってやっぱりあるなと思った。次いで、音楽の趣味が合うことだ。好きな曲のジャンルが5～6割重なっていると嬉しい。苦手な曲が一緒だとより良い。さらに、健康に気を遣う人が良い。徹夜したりカフェインめっちゃ取ったりニコチンめっちゃ接種したりは無理。僕が健康に気を遣わないと並の人間のように動けないので、心が穏やかではない。次は、返信が遅くない人だ。12時間以内にはLINEを返してほしい。少なくとも既読はつけてほしい。既読無視は全く気にしないので。
だいぶ理想が高い気がする。自分もこれくらいの理想を言えるくらい立派な男になりたいものだ。自分の直すべき点や特徴、考えの癖をまとめているので、学生のうちに人をあまり傷付けないまともな人間になりたい。
I have no pictures. There is no chance to take a photo while part time job because I stay inside. If I took photos there, a lot of personal informations would be exposed.
I don’t have much to write today, I’ll talk about my ideal girlfriend, inspired by my thoughts from yesterday.
First of all, I want to meet at least once or twice every two weeks. I think that meeting and talking offline gives me some information that I cannot sense online. Next, the musical interest is near to me. I’m happy if liked music type are same as 50~60%. It would be even better if we disliked the same kinds of music. Moreover, I need her to take care of her health. I cannot stand staying up all night, consuming too many caffeine, or smoking. I have to take care of my health to move like common person, so these things are not acceptable for me. Next, quick response. I’d like her to reply within 12 hours after I send a message. At the very least, I’d like her to mark as read. I don’t mind if she reads it and doesn’t reply.
I think it is so high level ideal. I want to become the kind of person who can have such ideals. Now, I’m listing the things I need to change, my trait and my habit of thinking. I want to become a decent person who don’t hurt someone while I’m a student.
